The thursday that was the Branch.

Okay so I lied and have a little time so I figured that I would make a random post about last night. What is so special about last night you ask? Well I went out with Curt, Tam, Poff, and April. Naturally we went to the Branch. It was a grand time early on with dancing with Gabe and such, I even saw Andrew Barron and danced with him even though he was sick but it was pretty splendiforous. Then April got kinda drunk and well was even more entertaining.

When April around and I may have mentioned I was looking for "a little hottie" well when she's sober it's mostly "Chellie your not allowed to! Boys are evil! Except mine." I laugh most of the time and go "okay" but when she gets drunk it turns into "Ohhh he's cute go talk to him, or just bump into him or something... GO Chellie! GO!" and I continue laughing at her. Then we go dancing.

So mostly that's what the night was. When the night was winding down around 1:30am, then I mostly was sitting with Tam people watching. So what do I see but this girl being so drunk that she honestly can't stand up on her own and was actually kinda sad. I had seen her a few times walking around and noticed she'd dropped her headband so I picked it up for her. Handed it to her, and she took an interest in standing with me. Lol till she noticed Curt then decided that well... She needed to drag him out on the floor. That was the funniest thing I have ever seen. She was trying to hit on him while being that drunk, and falling over. He was just trying to keep her standing.

On the way home naturally the first thing that had popped into everyone's head was McDonalds. Which then turned into Subway. How? I have no idea. But thats not the point. So there are Curt and Poff in Subway and ahead of them was these guys who looked pretty cute, so I called Curt because it almost looked like the one was fairly good looking, but wasn't sure if he had clear skin or not. Tams words. Honestly. So I call curt who's standing in subway and ask well he said it looked good on that front, then asked if he should give him my number. I laughed naturally but decided what was the worst that could happen. You should have seen that guys face when Curt walked up and started talking to him about it. Honestly I swear that made his night right there. Then that guy actually called about 5 min after he had left subway "to see if my brother had been bullshitting". His name is Windon, and he's supposed to call next weekend.

Little darling, welcome to the show!

It may be a while.

Okay so seeing as how I'm going to be super buzy n such for the next like week or so I figured that now was a good time to make a new post. First, Constable Jeff is out of the picture. Second, I'm moving in with Kate on the 1st. Everyone is welcome to help us move (Bring your truck. Love that song) Third, I'm going to Calgary this weekend I hope if not then I won't be nearly as buzy as I thought I would be because well I'll have the entire weekend to get that done n such. Forth, If there is currently or going to be any serious drama. I take no sides I'm Switzerland, Although you are welcome to come over to the new place and chill with me as long as you give me at least 10min notice.

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Alright now that thats out of the way I can actually do something random as per usual. Well I do have my thinking/pimpin hat on. The Fadora rocks you are all jealous. :D Kate and I went shopping for the few things we needed for the new place today and well it wasn't as much as I thought it would be. Mostly it was just the little things we didn't have and even then it didn't add up to that much. Considering we are getting a shit load of stuff from her grandma and will only need to get something like a slip cover it's pretty sweet.

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I've been trying to keep buzy really with the move because I can't concentrate at work really. That happens when you randomly find out your grandpa has had a stroke the day before. Technically that was about 2 days ago. But still it's a shocker if nothing else. I suppose things will be just hunky dorry for the most part but well friggen hell. blah. Thats all i'm going to say.

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Other than that... Things are fantastic. For the most part. My family isn't exactly thrilled I'm moving out. Well D-wayne was then I told him I was coming back and he said "Damn" . Lol But it's just like I keep telling them. It's something I need to do. Yes they have all done it and know that it's maybe not the best idea but fuck that noise somethings I actually need to know and do for myself. There. I'm done.

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I like where we are, when we drive in your car. I like where we are. Here.

A night with a Constable...

Alllrighty since Kate basically demanded a new post here it is. Really I don't have much to say. Well that might just be a little bit of a lie. Okay here it is. Today being Saturday, the day after friday naturally I should have something to say about the weekend that just started right? right. and naturally I should tell you all right? ... right.

So as some of you know (most of you don't) I went out last night with "Constable Jeff" also known as Arnie, or Arnald. (I'm not actually sure how he spells his name) It was pretty low key because apparently he decided to take me out to supper and well I had a big lunch. Well... A big mac, and one kickin peice of cake. So I didn't really eat that much but I definatly had more fun just talking to him anyways. That guy is hilarous, and he drives a truck. Can it get any better? lol.

After supper I thought it would be cool to go see Kallie at McQuires... They were at O'shea's. I'm soo cool i get pubs mixed up! lol oh well Constable Jeff and I stayed and had a drink anyways because it seemed like a good idea at the time. Then after a few harassing phone calls from Greg Poz it was off to the Branch. Honestly. Don't ever go to the Branch on a friday night. It just plain sucks... Except for the two guys who stand by the pool tables and play that punching game where it measures how hard you can punch. One because they look rediculous, and two... They look rediculous.

Finally from the Branch it was off to the Hoze and Hydrant. Yes I did say Hello to Mr.Fantastic. the night did start to wind down after all the dancing and a little more drinking. Which I didn't do much of after the Branch because those shots were not sitting well. But then yes ladies and gentlemen it was time to go home around 2;30 am.

Just a few side notes. One Sara it was actually Greg who called you at 2am from my phone. lol. We were trying to get him to tap something. Your name came up. *Wink* Two Yes Kate and I are moving out together with Dana on his days off. I am also Tres excited! Three You should all try and hang out with cops. but I warn you "we are never off the clock" as a bar fight starts and they break it up faster than the bouncers.

Maybe go to my place and just kick it like Tae Bo!

Mellow Weekend.

So here I am sitting listening to Jacky J. (aka Jack Johnson) because he's mellow and that's just the kinda mood I'm in. Just kinda contemplating my weekend I suppose, going over the details, and the stupid things I/others did. All n all I would call it an average weekend.

Friday, I went over to Sara's expecting karaoke I was actually really disappointed when it didn't actually happen. I suppose those people who were involved in not going had their reasons but more often then not the group makes some sacrifice on one weekend or another to fit those needs of just one individual. anyways, Sara and I ended up going to the Scuz after we got Kate's text that it was boring at Gerrit's , and that she was leaving. When we did get to the Scuz, it was ok, nothing to exciting. Just kinda dancing around in clothes that weren't really meant for the bar. I would actually have to say the best part of the night was seeing "Constable Jeff" and his friend / andother officer of the law, Clay. Also seeing Aaron, Arlen, Phil, and Kelen. Best part of my night anyways.

Saturday was a little less productive, basically didn't do much of anything just chilled out and went on a pub crawl at 7. Now the people that were on the pub crawl weren't some of my favorites. I liked the people that I knew from work cept like 2, and a few others but the rest of the people... I thought I was going to get shanked from them. Honestly. The best part of that was going to Jaxx, minus all the old guys but they didn't really hit on you much they more just watched which I was very ok with.

Sunday I went and watched a mens basketball game. Mainly because a girl I work with is trying to set me up with this guy her b/f (who I also work with) which I wouldn't mind but get this... He's 28. ouch. Other than that a very nice guy, fairly good looking and all but still, 28. Not happening. So I ditched out right after the game was done saying I had to help my mom with supper because the grandparents were coming over (true by the way). That was good, after the pie and all. Grandma makes goooood pie. Then after a phone call from Sara, and Gabe they came over and we watched Out Cold. Good movie. lol Just one good sunday night all around.

That is why my weekend was just average, nothing special and definatly nothing to bad. More laid back then anything considering the cold n all. Really though I'm okay with that. With going to Calgary next weekend, and going to Vegas and area in march I can't exactly afford to go around spending a bunch of money going out.... Cept once and a while. lol

Can you feel a little love... Dream on. Dream on.

Oh so similar

Alllrighty then. So this sort of started Saturday when I once again went along with things before thinking. So Saturday while at the Pat and Sara was hitting on The bouncer i was for the most part of the night wandering around with some one I'll call the guy with cool hair well it seemed like a good idea at the time. Story of my life. I know.

Anyways! so naturally phone numbers were exchanged and well after talking to him shortly today on the phone realized something I seriously do not like. The guy with cool hair sounds/talks almost identically like my ex -boy who Alexander kindly named Nailpolish (Ps. I love this whole nick name thing.) So as you can image this isn't really helping the entire situation.

The entire reason Nailpolish and I broke up was because 1. he said i was average, and uncaring when it came to intellectual, and philosophical conversations. Not a good thing. 2. We had nothing in common. Which really bites because I really liked Nailpolish. but shit happens, move on. Still I can't help but wonder if the same thing would happen with The guy with cool hair. Mostly I'm going to stick with my last post and see if I can't work out just being friends with him because he is really cool, and maybe later things can develop.

Other than that little tid bit... I'm going to Las Vegas. Thats right Vegas. and I'm oh so very pumped! Mind you I know that I won't be able to drink or anything but thats okay. I wouldn't really do that around my parents, and extended family we are going with anyways. So who will all be going is my parents, myself, my cousin, aunt and uncle. Mind you my little cousin is only like 14. But she's pretty cool and she thinks I'm the shit naturally (even tho the little fart is smarter than I am... Books wise naturally. I'm "wiser") But ya i'll be going actually till the 29th or 30th of march, so naturally I'll be in Nevada for my birthday! then well... I guess i'll have to come back and party with you people on the weekend if need be. But ya. I'm pumped!! oh. And I go to calgary in like 2 weeks to see my new little cousin Amilia Bebbe.

Touchdown turnaround! I never see you around, anywhere anymore....

P.S Pubcrawl this saturday, the pat, 7pm, $10.
you're welcome to come!

Don't give up on me

Okay, so last night was a very good night all n all. Filled with dancing and such as per usual. Jackie is definatly awesome to go to the bar with! WOOP! anyways. I discovered something this afternoon thinking about last night. Well that's not entirely true. It was half last night at the bar, and half this after noon. I don't want to date any one right now.

I suppose you could say that I am tired of just getting swept up in the whole thing. I'm just kind of tired of it. Thinking things could work for longer than a week when really they won't. Mind you I'll still go out and have a good time n all, but I don't know if I'll go out and hit on every cute guy I see... Maybe just one or two. I think I would just rather chill out with my friends and not have worry about anything else.

With that will probably come with going out less durring the week and mostly just on the weekends. Unless it's for coffee or soemthing along those lines. Being simple is the name of the game now. Call it being tired, maturing, or whatever but thats what I want. That and the fact that I need to save money for school next fall, as well as the random trip for Jessica's birthday. Which by the way I'm totaly pumped for. Even though it's in june.

Good thing there's no mercy rule in love cause I would long be beat

Random...ish.

Welp, I am officially single. That happened a few nights ago after the "average, and uncaring" comment it sort of died. So naturally I'm actually better than I was before. I suppose I knew it was going to die eventually because well we don't really have anything in common. Actaully scratch that. We don't have anything in common. But it was a good run of a month and a bit with out any problems at all so really for me... Thumbs up!

Any ways I don't really have much to say but figured a new post was in order. Well ya. I don't have anything to say besides that work is now swamped and I don't have any downtime available so i can't go home which is good for mee! Overtime is a wonderful thing. On a work realated note some guy told me "You are the shit! opps! You're awesome" I just laughed and said thats what they pay me the not so big bucks for. He called me "Mate" aswell. Love the Ausies.

Any who the next few days should be jam packed. Tonight being thursday it's i suppose the Branch. Friday is Jordans birthday at the Pat, although I heard we were taking him to the Scuz anyways. and Saturday is well... Paturday. duh.

You can be my bad boy but understand that I don't need you again!

New Years Blues 2

No two shots are the same. That would be how much we started out with.

Well last night started out a little rough but after a while I just didn't care. Why? I was drunk. Now I'm going to apologize. Mainly because I was a mess last night and was off in my own little world. A very drunken world by the end of the night but my own little world just the same. I hope you all had a good new years!

I feel a sin comin on!

New Years Blues

So i've decided that just a few words can put a damper on ones New years spirit. Mind you i'm sure that my new years will still be fantastic but not in the same way that it could have been before I got said phone call. Now for those of you who don't know what i'm talking about all you need to do is ask. I'm not very shy about these things in the way that i feel some input is needed to help me decide what I should do. Keeping in mind that the decision is still ultimately mine.

That having been said I have been a little off all day. Most of the time I am indeed fine but there are those moments like now when I look around my kitchen full of happy people who have been together for a long time and wonder when that will happen to me. Although for myself a month and a half with out any problems or anything is suprising even for myself.

In the end I will most likely do one of two things... Talk to him about it like I really should, and see how I feel after said converstation. Or possibly two, which would be to just end it saying that even though I still like him we are just to different for anything to work past this point. Either way I'm going to suck it up, put it to the back of my mind for now and just try my best to enjoy the night and not focus on how when that midnight strikes I'll have no one to kiss. That is unless Kate, or Sara would do the honor as per usual.

What a wonderful caricature of intamacy

Updated.

Welp I figured it was a good time for a new post. Not that it's going to be very intersting at all but thats okay! So considering Christmas just finished and New years is coming on very shortly I am definatly quite excited. Mainly because I know that it is at least going to be interesting. WHY? Because it always is.

New years for me at least has been an awesome time, and when it's not it's at least entertaining. I'm either playing video games all night, having an awesome time with my friends or... well... being hip checked into a door knob and leaving a large dent in the wall... Which is still actually there if you would care to look. Right behind the basement door. Props to Hermansen for that one. lol

To start off the New years festivities I've been going out. It started Wednesday with Michelle G and Sara. We went to JT's lounge and had some wings n such then it was off to the OD for some drunken dancing/stripping (I was wearing another shirt underneath!). Thursday was the Branch. Mind you I did get rather tired fairly quickly but thats okay it was an awesome time nun the less. Happy Birthday to Buttons for turning 21, and finally getting a cell phone. Finally believe that tonight is supposed to be the Scuz. We shall see if it measures up to last week.

Just a little filler for the Scuz, last week we saw Summer and a Kat, then after work Jackie came and then Elise showed up. It was just an awesome kinda night. Where you look down and see that it's 1:30am and well you've been there since like 10pm. Just awesome.

Well you're so damn hott!

Be strong

This was intended to be something else that just changed into a few clips of songs that kinda stood out to me. enjoy.

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"Whatever happened to our inner glow? Whatever happened to the song, the soul, the me i used to know? Whatever happened to my radio? Whatever happened to my song? "

Inner Glow -Blue October

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"I freaked out, thinking people didn't love me. I watched closely as the you I knew forgot me. In letting go, I am so proud of what I've done."

"In the day by day collision called the art of growing up. There's an innocence we look for in the stars, to be taken back to younger days. When there was no giving up on the people we held closest to our hearts"

Razorblade -Blue October

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"Just a list of things that I should know everyone should know:

1. You gotta take it kinda slowly

2. you gotta hurry up and make your move

3. You gotta tell her how you feel

4. You gotta be the perfect gentelman.

When you shake the wall, you gotta make it bend. You gotta show her that she's the balance beam and I keep falling all around her fairy tale."

Fairy Tale -Blue October

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"I deal with the fact that I've forgiven the worst. I feel that my social behavior may seem somewhat unrehearsed. Another page. A sullen rage, and I'll be back to my normal self. I'm finally happy. Happy. Independantly happy."

Independantly Happy -Blue October

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"You oughta hear the things I’ve been thinking. You oughta swim in a heart that is sinking. You try to break me with all the things you say: 'Miss Almost, Miss Maybe, Miss Halfway' "

Miss halfway - Anya Marina

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"I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent. I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense, yeah. Let me in,Let me in to the club. 'Cause I wanna belong, and I need to get strong, and if memory serves. I'm addicted to words and they're useless."

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"Let's get fucked up and die. For the last time with feeling, we'll try not to smile. As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the night. That’s no shock and surprise. I believe that I can overcome this and beat everything in the end. But I choose to abuse for the time being. Maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die."

Lets get fucked up and die -Motion City Sountrack

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"Satisfy myself. Avoid beginners, Who long to shut my mouth till I take one of them home. 'Cause I know how it feels filling in the blanks. Looking on the bright side, when there is no bright side. Cumming in your pants for the off chance with a... poster of a girl"

Poster of a girl -Metric

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"I gotta let you know I'll always stand strong because the lessons that I learned at home. My momma told me, 'baby hold your own' and I appreciate the love you gave becuase it taught me how to walk this way, talk this way, never be afraid."

Feelin' fine (remix) -Classified feat Jordan Croucher & Jay Bizzy

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"So since I’m not your everything, how about I'll be nothing. Nothing at all to you. Baby I won't shead a tear for you. I won't lose a wink of sleep, 'cause the truth of the matter is... Replacing you is so easy"

Irreplaceable -Beyonce

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"Hey, hang your red gloves up. 'Cause there's nothing left to prove now. Hey, hang your red gloves up. Baby, no one cares but you. What planet are you from? Accuse me of things that I've never done. Listen to you carrying on..."

L.A. Ex -Rachel Stevens

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Life's a trip...

Scuz-ing it up baby!

Okay. so I just had one of those nights where it was just plain great. Nothing bad happens on those nights. You know what I'm talking about. The nights where you go out with you and your friend, find more people you know as the night goes on and the next thing you know it's like 2am and your still ready for more.

I love these nights. They seem to happen on random friday's at the scuz or when the scuz is involved. You know how you can go to some bars such as the OverDrive, or the double duece and they never seem to be any fun for you? Except on those rare occations when they randomly are. Then you hit somewhere like the Long Branch, The Hoze and Hydrant, or The Scuz and everything is awesome. Mind you that could be because of the people. Mostly I just think it's the places in general.

The Pat is to...grubby I suppose is the word I'm looking for. The OverDrive (tho I do enjoy to go there from time to time) is to wanna be gangster/I'm creepy and going to hit on anything that moves. The Duece plain and simple TO SMALL! Now mind you haven't been to all of the Bar/Nightclubs/Lounges but I've been to my fair share and well you always have your favorites.

Some how when your at one of those places you love to go to even if it's only like once every two months or something along those lines, it rocks. You dance the night away with the poeple you came with, avoid the ones that you dance with/make-out with when you were single and just have a good time seeing all the people that you usually don't ever see... I had one of those nights tonight. I loved it.

It was a one night Extravagansa!

Random Freak out?

So I'm sitting at work, drawing on my arm because I was in "training" all day at work. (Training = It's slow, and we need people off of the phones. So you sit there...) When all of a sudden this feeling of complete horror washed over me. My stomac tightened, I got all flushed, couldn't concentrate on anything. Why it happend? I have no idea. It was random, and unexpected. Maybe something really has happened that I haven't found out about, or something will happen.

After the feeling had passed I thought of something. Today, December 15 is Mike's and I one month. Now this is actually a big deal for me mainly because no one ever lasts this long. I think I freaked out a little because of it. At least that's what I'm hoping it is. I'm definatly still trying to figure out exactly what caused it because I would like to know. Needless to say I'm still a little freaked out about it.

My cure for it? Kicking off from work about 2 hours from work early and listen to Christmas Carols. They always make me feel better. That and Junk food, but that might be skipped so I can work on stripping the wall paper off of my walls. Yes I'm taking down the little pink hearted wallpaper that's been in my room for the last what 5 or 6 years. I know it's a little belated but better late than never.

What's a Partridge, and what's a pear tree? Well I don't know so please don't ask me, but I can bet those are terrible gifts to get...

It's Christmas time again

Seeing as how everyone else has started in whit their christmas posts I figured I would title one and then just make it like all of the others. KIDDING! Oh and Alexander. Christmas time starts on December 1st. non of this December 20th stuff. Mostly thats just cause it's the Chtristmas month.

Really what I wanted to blog about was my work. Now most of you know what I do. I take reservation from around the world, mostly from the United States though. ANYWAYS what my topic really is, is how do you know what to say to some one who you are on the phone with and don't know what they celebrate. Mind you most people do say "Merry Christmas" but what about those who don't. Even worse (in my eyes) those who don't celebrate anything at all.

Now all of this just takes me back to high school when I think it was Kayla who say "Merry Something! and a Happy Whatever!" How appropriate. Mind you I think they would get mad at me for saying it at work, but in my own defence I could claim I didn't want to offend anyone. Mostly I think people would just get a kick out of it.

Back to the topic before I have no problem saying these things when they are said to me first but for me personally I love the holidays (minus the snow and extreme cold most of the time) but really I do enjoy them. The songs, Eggnog, Christmas trees, all of it. Mostly just the spending time with every one.

I'm offering this simple phrase to kids from 1 to 92, although it's been said many times, many ways. Merry Christmas to you....

Never Take Friendship Personal.

So here I sit after another good night out. On the way home from dropping off Sara, I was listening to a song by Anberlin called 'Never Take Friendship Personal'. This got me to thinking. It's actually kind of true. I mean honestly we take everything in a friendship personal. Mind you that is kind of the point, but mostly just lately with everything that's happened within the last few months... We take things that don't involve us and make them personal because we have friendships with each of the parties. Why?

That simple question could have a million answers. It could be because we care about everyone involved and want to see everything work out. Possibly because we feel we need to help them resolve the issue so that nothing more becomes of what has already happened. Crazy talk.

Personaly I'm all about helping my friends out but when it comes to the point where I have to choose between these things, or anythings along those lines I think it is just crazy talk. Now think what you want but for me I think that if it doesn't really involve you then stay out of it. Now you can think what you want and definatly have your own opinion and what not but does every one else really need to know? Or even better do you need to add to what's happening?

Now this could just be the ramblings of a person who definatly had to much to drink last night, or even some one who is overtired. Mostly I think it was just that the song hit a thought and I figured it should be shared with those who actually read this. (I know there aren't many) That being said I'm going to continue listening to my christmas techno, yes that's right. Christmas TECHNO! Then when I'm done with that I'm going to crash, and it is definatly going to be glorious.

Never take friendship personal. If you can't hold yourself together why should I hold you now?

Make You Smile...

The last time I saw you, you turned away

I couldn't see you with the Sun shining in my eyes

I said "Hello" but you kept on walking

I'm going deaf from the sound of the freeway

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The Last time I saw you, you turned away

I couldn't hear you with your voice ringing in my ears

Do you remember where we used to sleep at night

I couldn't feel you, your always so far away

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The first time I saw you, you turned away

I couldn't see you with the smoke getting in my eyes

I said "Hello" but you kept on walking

I'm going deaf from the sound of the DJ

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The first time I saw you, you turned away

I couldn't hear with the noise ringing in my ears

Do you remember where we used to sleep at night

I couldn't feel you, your always so far away

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I don't, don't wanna take you home

Please don't, don't make me sleep alone

If I could, I'd only want to make you smile

If you would stay with me a while

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The next time I see you, you'll turn away

I'll say "Hello" but you'll keep on walking

The next time you see me, I'll turn away

Do you remember where we used to sleep at night,

I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away

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I don't, don't wanna take you home

Please don't, don't make me sleep alone I

f I could, I'd only want to make you smile

If you would stay with me a while

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I don't, don't wanna take you home

Please don't, don't make me sleep alone

If I could, I'd only want to make you smile

If you would stay with me a while

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Oddly Optimistic

I did an odd thing today... Well more odd than usuall for myself anyway. While I was talking to Sara trying to get her to tell me what kind of coffee she wanted, I started talking to Graham Martin. Yes the same Graham mentioned in my previous posts. Why? I have no freakin clue, but it was definatly good. Mind you I suppose that would be because we always just sort of 'clicked' but still it was suprisingly easy considering he crapped all over my fellings.
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Now don't get me wrong I'm still evil about it because I asked him why he wasn't having a good week or anything. Mainly because I'm in such a good mood this evening ( a thank you to Christmas Music). It seemed like the center of his problems were his work truck not starting, and his girlfriend I'm assuming. Now before I went on to ask him about these problems me being the person I am... Mentioned I loved my car because it always starts, and that I was happy with who I have around me and don't have any problems. Tee... Hee... Take that!!

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Now after that was all said and done I suppose we just fell into the grove we once had. With out the flirting or anything like that. In two simple words, I Refuse. It's just that simple. Mind you I do understand that people who break up can get back together after time and be happy after they have experienced a few things and grown up and matured. Realisticly these things don' t happen very often and well I'm okay with just being friends. I like having friends.

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That also being said I suppose I just forgive people easily. Now forgiving doesn't always mean forgetting, and depending on what I have to forgive I may never. But I really see no real reason in wasting time hating, or holding a grudge with some one when really it's over and done with leave it in the past. Mind you it's not like I'm going to start confiding in these people or ever fully trusting them with anything, but I do hold hope for the future...

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I've got rhythm, I've got music, I've got my man... Who could ask for anything more?

Here I go again.

Ever have one of those days where everything goes right and nothing can take the smile off of your face? I love those days. Almost seems like nothing can touch you and you're invincible. I had one of those days. Best day ever. It started after I answered a text on my phone. Then it was off to watch cartoons, and Alfie at Mike's. Then I came home to shower and go shopping with the mom. Mind you it wasn't the kinda shopping I wanted but still it was a pretty awesome time.

The shopping was precided with watching of the TV, and eating of the chinese food. ORGASMIC! haha... Then randomly after Brent and Matty left for the 3 Days Grace, Theory of a Dead Man, and Mobile concert Brent called me. I was like "wtf mate?" apparently the girl they were going with (total nut case) her sister bailed on her and Brent asked if I wanted to go... FUCKIN RIGHTS I DID! I love my brother. Even if he is an asshole somtimes. ANYWAYS! The concert kinda sucked while mobile was on stage, got a little bit better with Theory of a Dead Man, and kicked total ass with 3Days Grace! I LOVED IT! Knew basically every song they played and definatly rocked out with the drum solo on the little intermission that they had.

And now I'm just sitting here waiting for Mike to come over because he said he would and well it just seems like a good ending to an even better day. I love days like today, where nothing goes wrong and you just feel like you're on cloud nine. Hell I am on cloud 9 and I"m definatly loving every minute of it. Every one definatly has days like today even if you don't want to say it. You all know what I'm talking about.

Over and over, I try not to...

Louis Tuesday!

Oh BOY! haha. Don't ask questions. But ya lately has been good. For those of you who don't know (most of you do know/ could have guessed) Morgan is out. Now I know this is bad because it's the second time BUT I actually have a reason this time and it's not just "I don't wanna any more". No, no, no. This time it's the fact that I can't actually talk to the boy. Plain, simple but definatly a very large part of seeing some one.

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Any ways Last night (Tuesday) was definatly a really good night for me. I went to Sara's and then it was off to the university to see Riley's hockey game. That was a pretty good time dacing around listening to Justin Timberlake, yelling at the team (3 guys from PA), and the random phone calls. Mainly from me. I felt like talking to some one so I called Arlen... But he didn't answer because he was in a movie. Then I called Mike and talked to him for a little while, and Sara talked to him for a little while.
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After the game we went back to Louis (we were definatly there before the game) and Mike and a few of his friends decided they would come. This was AFTER Katherine and Sara left unfortunatly. Then I got drunk. Honestly I didn't even plan or want to but it was that whole "I don't have to go to work tomorrow, and it's only one more" kinda deal. Stupid me. Then after Loui's decided that they weren't serving any more Mike, his friends, and myself decided to go somewhere else... I tried driving. Made it to Circle drive and then stopped in the middle of the road ( there definatly wasn't any other cars around ) and make Mike drive.

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We ended up at Mike's house, watched some TV, did a little talking n such and well... I didn't get home till around 8am this morning. Nothing happened. I fell asleep for a little while I think. Either that or he's just rediculously easy for me to talk to and well time flys. Even though I got basically no sleep I'm okay with that. I enjoyed myself.

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Can't nobody do it like you, said every little thing you do, said it stays on my mind.

This is what happens when I work nights.

As I sit here listening to my random Justin Timberlake (thats right!! I LISTEN TO JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!) I got to thinking about the last few days. Or really just last night and today to be exact. Nothing overly special happened, but nothing overly boring.

Last night (Friday night) was a night of coffee, playing Wed, Bed, or Dead while picking people from my old year books. That was hilarious (Ps. Jordan I have your jacket right now) Then every one really got tired and just wanted to leave, but that was around 1ish I think. So then me and Sara decided to go to the Scuz because Brent, Matty, Sean, Graham, and Rhett had gone. Mainly I just wanted to go because I told them I would drive them home if they needed it, and would have ended up going there later any way. So after saving Brent from the "walking STD store", dancing with Buttons, and giving this guy Mike my number because he knew "The Twins" (Arlen, and Aaron) I came home, drove Matty home, and Crashed.

Today was a little less exciting. I got up, worked on the card I'd been working on for a guy I work for (Death in the family) and went shopping with Sara. Who knew that Lulu Lemon could have such nice pants... THAT WOULDN"T HAVE MY SIZE! friggen Those people should have more stock is what I say, because those pants were amazing. Now I know what you are all thinking and no they weren't just their normal kinda pants they have there. I wanted them even if they were like 100 and something. ANYWAYS! I went to work, and only really worked for about half my shift. After that it was "training" basically they just wanted to take people off the phones because we were already waiting like 20 min between calls. So for the last like hour and a half I was listening to my iPod, and playing on my gameboy.

The only really exciting thing that happened tonight while I was at work was that Mike actually called. You know how you expect some one to call and they never do? I was almost thinking he might do that. Now he did invite me to come out after I was done work at 1am but I defiantly didn't feel up to going. One: I just finished 'work'... Two: I definatly DIDN"T shower today. lol Now i know thats kinda gross but I did shower last night so whatever... and Three: I would probably only know like... Him. Really I didn't feel like going through that toinght. So I definatly just called him and told him we would hang out another time. That is my story. OHHHH!!!

K. Thursday after I was rediculously drunk I started hitting on this Curtis guy. (no not my brother) but then he came to the Scuz after I got there and came up and started talking to me. Thankfully Matty was sitting right beside me and definatly realized who he was cause I was telling him about Curtis earlier and well right after they shook hands Matty put his hand on my leg. Now Curtis noticed and kinda walked away proceeding to text me how i was loosing a good thing when i blew him off. Really why are guys so full of themselfs sometimes? Mind you girls are the same way but why? I don't really understand why when some one says that they aren't interested in you that you feel the need to go on a rant. It doesn't matter if it's a phone call, an e-mail, or some crazy texting thing. GET OVER IT! gosh. You obviously will move on and find some one else, why drag out what just happened with some one you don't even know? The only thing I can come up with is to repair your damaged ego, that really wasn't all that damaged to begin with. Stupid people. Okay... I'm done now... :D

The record won't stop skipping, and the lies just won't stop slipping...